Cat McGill

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Artist call out

We’re looking for a fabulous artist who can create miniature artworks to be part of the geocache trail – either to sit inside the caches themselves, or to travel between caches as a trackable item – as responses to our queer rural stories. Download the full call document using the links below:Download in MS Word formatDownload in PDF formatDownload in MS Word large printDownload as audio file Our ideal artist would: identify as part of the LGBTQ+ community be local to the Staffordshire Moorlands work with materials that connect to the history of the Staffordshire Moorlands, e.g. silk, buttons We expect the trail to contain around ten caches, each of which will explore a theme related to our journey of queerness, and be accompanied by stories from local history. We need one piece of artwork for each cache. Key dates 2nd September: meeting with the group of young people to explore the themes of the project, and hear stories from older members of the LGBTQ+ community around those themes. Week commencing 20th October: We are hoping to launch the trail during half term so anticipate needing to place the caches during the week of 20th-24th October. Fees: The commission fee is £1500. There is additional budget for materials up to £500. How to apply: Please send a short bio and examples of your work to cat@catmcgill.uk by midday on Tuesday 26th August.  With your application please: confirm you can be available for the initial meeting on Tuesday 2nd September, 5.30pm

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A person in a high vis jacket holding the 'pride torch' - a wicker basket on a pole with a pink, yellow, and blue flame.

Pride in the Moorlands

The first ever Pride event in the Staffordshire Moorlands took place at the end of June, and it was all the rainbow fabulousness we could have hoped for! Co-created by a steering group of local LGBTQ+ people and with events spread across the Moorlands it was a real joy to be part of. The weekend culminated in a big party on Sunday afternoon in Leek town centre, with market stalls, talks, and lots of live music. Team QueerQuest were out in force chatting with people about the project and collecting stories and memories, favourite places, or places that had significant meaning for them. We had a MASSIVE map of the Moorlands that people could write and draw on, and project artist Jay Neville was on hand for those who wanted a professional to do the illustration! We’ll use these places and stories as inspiration when creating our geocaching trail. Sadly there is very little documented LGBTQ+ history in the Staffordshire Moorlands, so it’s possible that QueerQuest might end up more as a creative interpretation of the stories we imagine have remained hidden in time – but we’ve got a few leads to follow and there are some really excellent projects happening at the moment around this exact topic, such as the LGBT+ Lives and heritage project by GRAIN photography and the Older LGBT+ People’s Group. We want QueerQuest to complement the work that’s already happening in the community, so are looking at ways in which we can collaborate with other

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The QueerQuest map set up and ready to go at Leek Pride

Reflections on queerness

It’s been a little odd leading a pride project as a straight-presenting person. It’s given me an opportunity to reflect on a part of my identity I don’t often let out into the open – not necessarily in a closeted way, but it just never felt like anyone else’s business. I’m really aware of the privilege of being in a straight-presenting relationship and having the choice of whether or not I share that part of myself, but the flip side of that is feeling unable to fully step into queer spaces and feel like I belong there. I’ve always known who I am, but growing up I didn’t know there was a word for it. To be quite honest I always felt like I was the ‘normal’ one – it seems crazy to me that people can know who they’re going to be attracted to based on gender when there’s so many more interesting things to know about people. I’m in awe – and maybe a little envious – of the next generation; fiercely proud of themselves and loudly claiming their place in the world. I think my ideal would be that none of it matters – ‘a person loves another person’ should not be news. But we’re not there yet, that’s the thing. About a dozen of us kicked off the Pride celebrations in Cheadle on Friday night and got accosted by the local street preacher trying to save our souls from sin. An older guy in the market

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Two of the postbox panels being painted, next to a plate of custard creams

Prepping for Pride

The first thing we need to do to get this project underway is start collecting stories – and OBVIOUSLY the best way to do that is to build a mini-rainbow post box! As you might be able to tell, it’s not quite finished yet but you get the idea! It was decorated by the group of young people at our first meeting last week, we had a lovely time painting and chatting about our plans for the project. We also met with our project artist Jay and brainstormed ideas for a project logo. Jay is going to create an enormous map of the Staffordshire Moorlands which we will have up on our stall at Pride in the Moorlands and be inviting people to draw or write on with their stories. We’ll also have a smaller version printed on postcards which people can write in and post in our postbox!

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The QueerQuest logo superimposed on an ancient-looking scroll. In the background is a landscape of the Staffordshire Moorlands, with the sun shining brightly over the hills

Introducing QueerQuest

In this project we will create a new geocaching trail in the Staffordshire Moorlands, celebrating local LGBTQ+ stories and rooting them firmly in the geography of the Moorlands landscape. What is geocaching? Geocaching is like real-life treasure hunting. There is a vast network of ‘geocachers’ all over the world, who love exploring their local areas, hiding things for others to find – or trying to find ones already hidden. The thing you hide is called a ‘cache’ – some sort of container ranging anywhere from Tupperware boxes to tiny containers the size of your thumb. To find a cache, you download the geocaching app which will show you what is available near to you, give you directions to where it’s hidden, and a clue to find it. Inside the cache there is always a log book to sign to show you’ve found it, and sometimes there are little toys or trinkets to swap, or there might be a ‘trackable’ – an object designed to be taken from the cache and moved to another one.  When you create a new cache you upload its location to the app so others can find it – often people hide them in spots where there is a lovely view, or spots of historical significance, and cache owners will sometimes add some history about the area, or a story to go with the cache. Stay tuned to see how the project develops! QueerQuest is being funded by Historic England’s History in the Making grant programme. This new

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The Ticking Clock – visual story / easy read information

Click here to download a pdf version of this visual story ABOUT THE CLOCK This is the Ticking Clock. Ticking Clock is a piece of artwork made by Cat McGill.  Cat is autistic. She made the Ticking Clock to show people what music and sound feels like to her. Cat enjoys the repetitive sound of a clock ticking, and likes the patterns it makes when two clocks are ticking a little bit out of time. This inspired her to create the Ticking Clock artwork. Ticking Clock is made up of lots of repeating patterns. Some autistic people really enjoy repeating patterns, like flapping hands, or repeating the same noise over and over. This is often called stimming. Some people call stimming ‘restricted and repetitive behaviour’. Cat thinks this makes it sound like stimming is a bad thing. Cat has made the Ticking Clock to help people understand that stimming can be fun and relaxing. HOW TO USE THE CLOCK If you touch the figure on the top of the clock you will hear a spooky note start playing. You can turn the clock hand to hear a winding noise, and if you keep going you will hear the ticks starting There are brass knobs on the sides of the clock. If you touch these they will turn different sounds on and off. There are two patterns of pins on the sides of the clocks, one at the top and one at the bottom. If you touch these they will play

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Starting the build

It’s very exciting in my house right now as we have got to the point where everything starts to come together actually in the clock itself. For this stage of the project I’m working with a brilliant mentor Billy Payne, who is an experienced instrument builder, and my husband Euan, who is an electrical engineer and doing most of the actual building because my hypermobile wrists do not enjoy manual labour.  I’ve been working on a few things over the last couple of days that I want to show you; firstly this sketch of how everything is going to sit inside the clock. We’re adding a bunch of things to the outside of the clock body, all of which will be wired up to the computer and will make a sound when you touch them. Some will trigger the pre-recorded loops that I’ve made already, and some will just be a single sound so that you can improvise different melodies of your own. So from the top down: a brass figure of Atlas holding the world on his shoulders is going to sit on top of the clock – sounds a bit random but bear with me! All the clock sounds you hear in the piece have been recorded from an antique Dutch wall clock I have at home (click this link to see a similar one), so to reference it visually to my new ticking clock I have taken some of the decorations off another one I have which

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A visual representation

I’ve got a couple of things to show you which might help explain how I’m visualising the piece of music I’m creating. https://youtu.be/yVkdfJ9PkRQ?si=9Zqdy-07QzRhAlCL The video above shows a wave pendulum (sometimes called a harmonic pendulum) and if you watch you’ll see how the pendulums phase in and out of time with each other, eventually returning back to the point where they’re all swinging in unison. This is a much more complex pattern than mine because there are many more pendulums – if you think of one pendulum as one of my ticks then my version of this would just have three balls. This is a picture of a standing wave, taken from a physics website, and although it doesn’t represent exactly what my ticks do (if you’re going to be all science-y about it) it is nonetheless a good way of visualising what is happening, and pretty much how I think of it in my head.  If you imagine that each of the wavy lines represents one of my ticks, you can see that there are points when all three come together perfectly – marked in purple as ‘nodes’ on the diagram. The red arrows point to ‘antinodes’ which are the parts where the three lines are most spread out and separated from each other. The straight dotted line that goes right through the middle is like the anchor for my harmony. (If you’re interested, it’s a G.) At the nodes when the lines come together you can see from

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My mum’s going to hate this

Well, obviously she’s not going to completely hate it (or if she does she’ll pretend she doesn’t) because she’s my mum, and even though I’m 44 she still does ‘proud mummy’ posts on Facebook. However, she does like a nice catchy tune and this is definitely not that. What we have in the video is: three tracks of clock ticking, each one at a slightly different speed; one melodic pattern that is at the same tempo as tick 1 (you may remember ‘Ominous thud’ from the last post), a different melodic pattern that is at the same tempo as tick 2, and yet another melodic pattern that is at the same tempo as tick 3. I wouldn’t recommend listening to all three at the same time. (There is also some other stuff but I’ll come to that in a minute.) Over the course of the loop, which is about a minute and a half long, the three ticks are more-or-less in time with each other at three points – beginning, middle, and end. In between those points where they’re together they very gradually and very irritatingly slide more and more out of time with each other, creating lots of rhythmic patterns that are shifting and changing and battling with each other until they slide back into place again when the ticks come back in time. I said in my last video that I was going to see if I could pick out some of the rhythms and make them into

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